Tonight, despise outside temperature is rather cold, let it be the last night I feel sad. Since I fell into the ocean of sadness, two weeks has been over. Two week's sadness seems to be little for a person like me, but I just feel tired and hopeless.

It were all my faults. I knew you would not give me any chance to start this relationship again. But from my heart and soul, you were the person I have been lookinhg for. I stopped and kept thinking for a few days regarding what I should do. During those few days, I was so much in pain and regret and hopeless. I could not start doing things I used to want to do. When I ever I slept, I always thought of you. I dreamed about you. I wanted to hear your voice. I wanted you to forgive me for the mistake I have done that day. I wanted to share my life with you. I wanted to have a good time just like before.

But my wants are jusk like the stars in the sky - they are beyond my ability. And I know you will not forgive me. In fact, I am so silly. I always think that you and me can restart all over again. But when I called you, your phone was always turned off. When it rang, you did not pick it up. You no need to say even a word, but I know you hate me. And I do know thatin your mind my role hass changed - from being a person you loved the most to a person you hate the most. Your heart is like steel. And I am as bad as a witch.

I am not sure if I will cry again tonight. But if I do cry, let the tears be my last tears I ever drop for you.I decide not to feel sad any longer. But if I still do, let tonight be the last night I feel so.

I wish you find a perfect partner in your life. And Please hate me as much as you can since I did bad to you. But you taught me a lesson that I think it will change my life. Of course, it is to beleive in true love and be honest to the person who love me.

Good bye.

From (S) to (C)