As i cry at night jus thinking of u
hurts me so much and i dont know wat to do
Tried it once and thought it twice
It takes the pain away i guess it feels real nice
it aint drugs so if thats wat ur thinking ur wrong
Now more tears run down my face as i listen to our song
Remember wen we first heard it u said " Baby this one is for u"
But now those times are gone and u are too
Now as death creeps upon me
Maybe you'll see that u and i were meant to be
But i dont know wat turned u around,
we had gone so far y would u drop all of this to the ground?
Like a piece of trash that had been used
u didnt have no need of me nemore i felt so abused.
I dont understand but i dont wanna feel this pain,
Cause its hurts so bad i dont know how to deal with it its driving me insain.
I dont wanna be alive if i aint with u
cause baby my purpose in life was meeting u.
But now u left me and my time has come
And maybe it will make u think twice about wat u had done.
.:jose:.
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so when yahs heading back to The OCn eh.. i wanna see your babby so badd bet yah he looks like aries aww that other lil cutie.. honestly him and austin are gonna go go out when they grow older.. but they dont know yet lol cause were gonna make them grow up together and so.. yeah im so bored im writing bout anything lol.. anything that pops on my head..Oh damn i g2g i have work at 6 in the morn and its like 12:40 pm hhahah im gonna be effin tired as fuck haha oh well its for a good cause why im up so late hahah.. you know lol cough cough..mmmmhmhmmhmhmhmhm hahha ttyl hunnn.. k wait oh this chick is chonch one my best frenz.slash blood sister..slash fuckin bestest friendnesssisternessss.... hahah.. she can be the weirdest kid when she can and think its alright lol no wait thats me hahha anywho.. i gotta go to bed ill be late for work.. <3 yahs and miss yahs hope to see yah soon awhhhhhh ............................ BYE < hhaha like im never gonna see u ever lol shit im going now im tired hahah ttyl ...