Why do I feel like I should run away and hide?
I have no reason to be here
All my life I've wanted few things,
But those things won't be near
I'm hopeless, a disappointment, a fiasco, stupid,
What was I thinking, how could I be so foolish.
I've entered into a world of heartaches,
In and out of feelings, happy then sad.
Why do I put myself in these situations...?
I hate being like this, this is not who I am.
I'm sinking, sinking deep in life's miseries,
All my troubles are slowly consuming me,
I want help but I don't want it.
I secretly hide it within me,
Everything! Everything is hidden in my broken spirit.
One day it will overflow like rivers of waters,
All my sorrows will be known.
For now it will stay in it's cold consign,
without anything being told.
Hhmmmmmm.... Why?
-By Moi