So..many things happening in my life its just like woah i feel its passing my by. One of my good freinds, Buffy past away last week and it realy hit me hard. We were so good friends, i guess i never expected his sudden passing. I was thinking bout life yesterday as i was standing there at the burrial. So many people mourning and so was i, but my mind was full of Buffy's happiness, the laughter he always would bring to me, the smiles he would steal from me and all those crazy moments we shared. Its hard to let go...i guess we take everyone for granted. We think they will be there for many years to come, but in reality any thing can happen, today it could be me. Would anyone miss me? I guess we have to tell everyone we care about that we do..everytime so that way when u leave unexpectanly, u have aleast let them know u care and a simple goodbye could mean the world. I am glad I heard his voice a month before this all happend. I still have it fresh in my memory like if i just got the message he left. A good friend of mine leaves but everything stays in my heart. I know alot of people will miss him cause he was just so damn special. Anyways..i just want to make the best out of my life and live it without drama. We sepend so much time wondering how life should be instead of being out there, being happy and making other people happy..... well i just neeeded to write ... because all of this was in my heart just waiting to come out. but no matter what i will never forget bout u buff.... U all who ever reads this...take care and dont forget to telll ure loved ones that u love em and care for them.... I love you all!