Last day of the rest of my life..I wish I would have known cause i'd have kissed my
momma gudbie. I havent' told her that I loved her or how much cared or thank my
pops for all the talks and all the wisdom he shared. Unaware I'm just doing what I
always do. Everyday the same routine before I ride off to school but who knew
that
this day wasnt like the rest, instead of takin the test I take two to the chest.
Call me blind but I dont see it comin and everybody is runnin but I can't
hear nothin, except gun blast, it happened so fast…
I didn't really know myself
though I sat by in class. Maybe I have been reachin out for love or maybe
for a moment I forgot who I was or maybe I just want to be hugged,
whatever it is…..i kno my life….and myself better now….cos i.ve known tht im the ultimate...Da ouTLaw...
Looking back to my life...I dont feel no regrets
But whn the reality hits me,,,i get the fuckin shits
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
Well can it load a gun up for you , and cock it too
See what these kids do is hear about us totin' pistols
And they want to get one cause they think the shit's cool
Yet everybody feels like they can relate
The words of an outlaw...they can be great Or they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hate
But I dont really care wht the fuck does it
That's why I seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and
hold it
Cause I consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when im gone...
When I am gone, I hope they take me for who i am in this world...
But until then...lemme dedicate this shit to the gods
Yeah
Another shady mission
Tricks
Like watching pictures in hazy vision
Tonight is love making
Take you any place you wish
Today we satisfy
Yesterday was stolen kisses
Blind insanity perfect pictures of me and my family
Not understanding the destiny, that they planned for me
If I have kids will I live to see em grow?
Though I don't know, I live the life of a thug nigga until the day I go
More broken promises, a sacred bond broken
I know I'll die alone, but yet and still I'm hoping
Visions of prisons, maybe I'll be forgiven
I know its better in heaven cause being here ain't living
Close my eyes and see nothing but pain the world's crazy
Still look for a queen to plant seeds and have babies
Maybe I'll be the one, or just maybe I'm lost
You'll never know being cautious
If you play your cards right