Pls don't tell me not to cry

Pls don't say there was a reason why 

U don't know what I m feeling 

or how much I hurt 

The wet spots r from tears on d collar of this shirt

U think I should go on with life 

Forget about it n be strong 

But deep down I m sat, n I don't want to go along 

I don't expect U to understand why 

For no apparent reason I break down n start to cry 

My life has changed forever, U see 

N that is why I m not actiong like d same ole me 

So pls don't try to act like nothing happened

Because it's changed my life forever

I ll  never be d same again

Not today, Not tomorrow, but never

The  best thing U can do for me is just be there

Just like always, my friend

My broken heart is hurting bad

N it ll never mend .. .