I told myself i would NEVA do this but o well, today i saw life sum what cleary for the first time i realized that no one dies with out suffering sum kind of great pain and that this thing we call life isnt full of happiness just vain things, things that hold no purpose. I learned that people will and always be evil at heart no matter how nice they my seem because thats our true nature. I kno that theres love but where theres love theres always evil lurking behind it, always trying to ruin what might seem perfect at the momment. I learned theres only one love one perfect pure unending love that cums from the only person that u can trust and depend on, a love that gives u refuge in ur time of need a love that unmasks the evil we suffer in this world a love that u can only open and access threw faith and by faith, that luv is from the lord.

we waste our lives trying to impress others and honor those we love but dont try to live our life for ourself. We put our self in the situation of not letting the ones we love down,forcing urself into the society of what people would call the american dream. Ignoring the desires of the heart, and not unvaleing the true person we are within. Sadly most of us die not doin what we truly wanted to do. There fore i learned its not what others say,its what i want, its what i do, its what i believe that will make me most happy and get me threw this life im living. What people say dont seem to matter to me any more because they dont run ur life u do. There is only one life to live so live it wisely, do what ur heart tells u and follow ur dreams. Its better to die happy being know as a fool, than to die being sumones fool.