im just...trying to figure out what i want in life right now. a lot about me is told in my "interests" area i guess...

i hide a lot of stuff about me sometimes and yet am open and blunt to the point of ...well to the point: im very blunt. it's a kinda weird mix, secrecy and bluntness?

music, vegan food, indian food, rain, orchids, ferns, trees, rocks, nature, people, weed, mineral water, guys with long hair/dreads, art, culture, photography, film, painting, computer databases, animals, friends, love, JAKE, psychology...etc.

memento, fear and loathing in las vegas, apocolypse now, the crow, lost and delirious, waking life, blow, requiem for a dream, trainspotting, garden state, the neverending story, american beauty, run lola run...many others...

dont really watch tv when im at school

1984, invisible monster, crime and punishment, siddhartha, tao te ching, my human sexuality textbooks

"do i lie to myself to make myself feel better?"