I guess I should write something new .. considering it's been a YEAR since my last entry! thats crazy!
Well many exciting things have happened this past year and it's all gotten a little too complicated and too complex, which is why I think it's time to SIMPLIFY!! I have to remember that I'm still young and there's lots of time ahead of me - I don't have to do everything RIGHT NOW.. i can pace myself...
CONCENTRATE ON SCHOOL!!! then I can MOVE to where I want to be... with a secure safety net. Even though I'm good at my job and there are so many people trying to move me ahead to great opportunities.. I just might not be as ready for them as some people think. I know myself the best.
LOVE WON'T PASS ME BY!!! I've been blessed with someone to love and who loves me... but it'll always be there just as long as I don't neglect it. but that doesn't mean it needs to be the one and only priority in my life... i have a whole lifetime to watch it grow... at a rate that's good for me..
ENJOY BEING A BIG KID!!! embrace the day. Don't let these years pass by without really experiencing it. You don't have to act so grown up all the time. I realized that when I started spending more time with my sister and brother. My sister has watched me and learned from my mistakes and she's taking the steady route... I'm just making sure that my goals are for today and not always for the future...
I need to remind myself sometimes that there will always be days when I wake up in doubt, but that's okay. Everything always works out in the end.. it may take a little longer sometimes or it may not end exactly how you want it to... but it ALWAYS works out. Love yourself and those who love you. It's the only thing you can ever be sure of.
LOVE YA. BYE BEAUTIFUL
-G