1:31 am and I can not sleep...nice.  I've been thinking a lot about all the divine moments that I have been going through and I've come to the conclusion that I am going to hide away like the fairy.  UGH!  It's been way too long since it's been a simple day for me and I'm trying to pick myself up for fear that I am going to fall flat on my face.  I will say that there have been a couple of people that have kept me from doing that---YOU know who you are---and in case I haven't said it over and over again...thanks for the sanity!!!  I guess when you sit up at night like this you come to realize all the beautiful people and events that mold us...into a person that is capable of maximizing the good and learning to minimize the bad...or at least take it with a smile and be stronger.  Strength I guess comes with the troubled time where you tend to learn to dig deep and try and come to the surface.  It's slowly happening for me and that is bearing in mind that in certain cases that the old saying..."good things come to those who wait" is a true statement.  Either that, or my ass will get there and it will already be gone which means I am going to have the potential to have to make another phone call.  =P  I'm going to try and get some shut eye because I am realizing that I am taking silly to a whole new level and exposing it to all on HI 5...UGH!  Sweet dreams!