What is it's too late to apologise doing now?
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English
If I had a voice I would tell you how lonely I am. I would tell you how cold I am at night. I would tell you how hungry and thirsty I get on these mean streets. I would tell you how much I miss my family. I would tell you how much I miss the warmth of my home. I would tell you how much I miss being loved. I would tell you how much I wish my heart would stop so I could leave this place. If I had a voice I would tell you what I've seen, how brutal strangers can be, how uninterested passers-by are and how weary I am. I would tell you how difficult it is to sleep at night like I used to. I would tell you how I sometimes cry out for somebody to listen but nobody comes. If only I had that voice. If only you knew what my life is like. If only you knew what I would do to have a second chance. If only you knew how much I would give to find a home. If only you knew how I feel. To have been discarded like I was. Like another Christmas present, another toy. If only you knew how much I need a friend now. If only you knew how much I want to hear friendly voices, soft voices and voices that sound like caring voices. If I had a voice I could tell you so much. If I had a voice I would tell you how I want to be happy and secure again.