She, Her or just Myself?
What is pain or sorrow? And how does one define such?
It’s as if I long for the best and the worst is the product
Why is this? I did not ask for this… or did I?
Did u and instead, I received it
Why is this my burden and not yours?
Take if from me I plead with u!!!
I cannot bear the pains of my sin
Let alone that of the yours
Is this a dream, if I close my eyes will I awake…free?
Ahhhh……… it does not work
I wish my tears become as the river I once played in
Maybe then my faults will be rid of in its taunting current
Why do you look at me with shame filled eyes?
I know you, I see what you see,
One must not think the worst
But I fear mine has not yet come
Still you look at me, worried, frail
I shall not fall yet I slip
I wish u leave me, be gone I plead!!!
You wear no glee; your sorrow blemishes your cheeks
I pray u know joy soon before you lose your soul
Or become pry to your sorrows
You need love I fear the worst without it
Can you do it? Survive? Without love?
Pity…said she to herself
As she gazed upon her reflection
In the old farm house mirror
Pity…
A Bean Production
11/18/2007 9:28 PM
nothing lol love you