my name is Amanda! i am 19 years old. Play with me! haha whatever! anyways, I have the most wonderful boyfriend which I am in LOVE with, Canyon! He is my everything anyways i'm a student at PHS *plaquemine high* i hate it! i have add, i use to do bad stuff to myself * i have scars to prove it * I WRITE POEMS!! lol and one of my poems was published in a book from www.poetry.com! if you wanna read some of the ones I'm able to post you can on poetry.com just look for Amanda Haydell durr. lol. i'm not really on this thingy here to much. i am usually on myspace! so add me!! www.myspace.com/unloved69! woot woot! anyways im leaving now! good bye!

Here is one of my poems! my favorite one!!

~*~Somebody~*~
Somebody misses your smile
the hugs and the kisses you share
the warmth in you heart
the love in your eyes
the way that you listen and care...

Somebody misses your laughter
and that you are kind and sincere
the touch of your hand
the sound of your voice
the comfort of knowing you are here...

Somebody misses the magic of the wonderful things you do
the secrets you hold
the dreams you reval
the way you make wishes come true...

Somebody waits for tomorrow
another day closer to when
the hoping is ended
the wishing is over
and somebody holds you again.

writing, dancing, actin a fool, singin *even though i can't hahaha*, hangin out with friends, workin *only for one reason and it has nothing to do with MONEY!*, watchin scary movies, listenin to music, readin, goin to concerts

Peter Pan *ONLY B/C OF TINKERBELL!* Thirteen, Napolen Dynamite, White Noise, Amityville Horror, House of 1000 Courpse, The Devil's Reject, The Passion of the Christ, 13 Ghosts, The Ring, The Ring 2, Grease, Dirty Dancing, Dirty Dancing Havana Nights

I love watchin my wrestling! *i know it's fake but it's awesome to watch*

anything by Erica Spindler! I'm a huge fan of hers! and Anne Rice!