I am just at a stage in my life where I don't care for people and their crap. You coming to me, come with something good. I have two sons whom I adore and think the world of. My focus now is to enjoy the time I have with both now cause time flies so quicky. I just want to provide for them and be there as much as I can. I am their mother but also their best friend.I am down to earth and fun, always up for a laugh but don't get on my wrong side. That is, I don't have much to say until I had enough. When it gets to that point I let rip. I tell you as it is, if you wanna hold malice, tough!!! Life goes on!!! I tend to speak my mind. I am not a push over and will defend especially when it comes to my sons. Call it maternal instincts!!! I always put my sons first which is most important. I love being independent. The sense of power that comes with it to know I bought that with MY money, thats the reward of MY accomplishment. I want my boys to say my mom work hard for this, to make us comfortable and happy. That to me is the biggest accomplishment. I am always there for my true friends and never forget how to be thankful and grateful for things they have done for me. Some people can forget how important it is to cherish the ones who love you and care for you the most until it is too late. I haven't experience that as yet but I hope that I don't. Let God be the judge of things and it will be easier to deal with. For real, I can't be bother with people and what they say and want to do. When u ignore and don't take them on is when they get most pissed and start telling lies about you. Guess what? they can't help cause they can't do better and don't know different. They just lift you higher trying to make themselves feel comfortable and secure but deep down they are battling insecurity issues. So why bother? People need to realise that u can only take a horse to the well but u can't make it drink water. Everyone have a mind of their own. I strongly believe that actions speak louder than words. Everyone have their own life to live. Flesh aint better than flesh. From earth we came and to the earth we shall return.
At the end of the day when judgement day comes I can only stand judgement for myself. Material things and money don't trouble me. I never envy and grudge people for what they have cause you never know how they come about it. I have no regrets, none whatsoever. Everything happens for a reason. You mightn't like it but you cant beat yourself up about it. Definitely not me, not when I have my boys to love and cherish. Love doesn't ask why so why should you?? Nothing else matters. I have to do nothing else except stay black and die
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Interests
music, socialising, dancing, wildlife, outings
Favorite Music
Current Favorite Artists / Bands: Any..depends on the mood I am in. My favorite song is Celine Dion's New day Has Come. Why? I think it is the only song that sums up beautifully how I felt the first time I saw my Kings and the continous joy they keep bringing to me. It is a joy that surpasses all.
Favorite Movies
Any Black Movie
Favorite TV Shows
Forensic Detectives, CSI and any wildlife documentaries
Favorite Books
The Bible!! Anything by Syndey Seldon and also great West Indian authors.
Favorite Quote
Don't have one, Don't need one. I am my own person so why would I care about what someone else says.
They said you wouldn't make it so far a a And ever since they've said it its been hard But never mind that night'cha had to cry Cause you had never let it go inside You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe And you can never give up You can reach your goals Just talk to your soul and say
[Chorus:] I believe i can I believe i will I believe i know my dreams are real I believe i can I believe i will I believe i hold it soon man That is what i do believe
Your fools are justes singing, your soul aha And you know that your moves will let them show You keep creating pictures in your mind So just believe they will come true in time It will be fine leave all of your cares and stress behind and Just let it go Let the music go inside again the pain It just start to believe
[Chorus]
[Rap passage]
At third my yet what people say Hold your head high and turn away With all my hopes and dreams I will believe Even though it seems it's not for me I won't give up, i'll keep it up Looking to the sky I will achieve on my knees I will always believe