I donýt know what to do anymore
I am at such a loss...
I thought monday meant something to you
I am just a toss all the emotional abuse you say i handed u
I have been dead for a yr u come and sleep with me that is abuse right here my heart canýt take this I donýt need you at all
Why must i love you like this When you keep making me fall
she can have you now what is the frigginý use I am a wreck from all of this shit now thats abuse I gave you another chance even though you gave you away I will not do it now or ever I donýt care what you say I will not be another grl in your life
Going between her and i u have no idea how i feel instead you make me die
u lie to me all the time Making me believe i was the one
It is crushing me into the ground i hope youýre having fun
Well no more of this bullshit I will find a guy who cares
You know i am god damn attractive You are not worth all of this Torment you give to me
You have lost me for good You wait and see
I will never ever be your fall chick When you finish with her
I wonýt take your crap anymore You go on your whim
we will never be friends not with the way you treat me
I would only expect this shit from my worst enemy
Thanks a lot for feeding me ur fake promises and love lines
Canýt believe i fell for them so many fucking times my final promise to you now
Is that this is the end I am never going to be the grl
That you will mend u have waisted another chance to have a great life
Well i swear on poppyýs grave I will find another guy I donýt need you anymore
So just leave me alone i wonýt be on my own I was so caught up in you
I forgot i can find better So believe me when i tell you
This is my last letter I trusted you with all my heart
But your lies are what i didnýt believe You just wanted to ruin me
So that i would leave Well your great grlfrnd
That you once had Is now gone forever
I hope it eventually makes you sad You will find out
My love for you was so pure No other chick Will give you a cure In years to come
You will remember me How great i really was Will leave you so miserable and empty
I wont give a shit When this happens to you
Because i will have a great guy Then you will regret making us through
Well this is goodbye and fuck you Because i now have another guy Now you know how it feels I hope it makes you sick
Donýt ever try and see me At anytime in my life
I donýt want to see you I donýt need the strife
You always thought i was so naive So fucken dumb
You say you feel nothing You feel really numb This is another one of your lies
That you tell me How stupid do you think i am
Now i am the one who is free Your bullshit words say
You arenýt attracted to her Then in the next breath you say You will be seeing her
You are a fucking liar Through and through
So go do whatever you want
I donýt give a fuck what you do!!!