myspace has taken over  2 of 3   of  my  profiles not that i was  selling  anything  they kept me  from doing that through my  struggles   - like  a  fortress  being  destroyed I  feel as though iam being  slain .....why is  it   fighting  the  doubts  of  peoples  minds    or  difference  Christians or  any of  those  who believe  in God  and  of  jesus   be  able  to sell their   goods  but  me  held  back  fighting  to keep from drowning  here  ...dad  is  slain   they are  working  on  me  next  -  hard  as  it  is   i cannot become  bitter cold  or  anger all i can do is  cry  because  whats  happening...but  knowing  even  my  own kids  witnessing   the  death of  innocence of  a  butterfly  placed  in  my  hands   after  hitting  it   with  my   vehicle  my  son wanting  to  give  it  in my  girls  bug  collection   but  placed   in my  hands  feeling  of   remorse , of love , of  strenght , as  praying   saying  stand    it  body  trembled   it  slowly   unfolded  it  legs  to stand  again  fly  away ....a peace that I prayed  for  so my kids  understand. the  hindu's  would   be  amazed  but  most  of  all i dont  have  to fight  worry about   what  my  kids  think   my  struggles  nomore  or  whats  to happen  ....Iam not  fighting  in this  raged  war against my  kids   they know  i  love  them  ,my  sacrifice  is  pain  to be  slain by  dishonest people  for  something they cannot  understand ...this  was  not  for  me   it  was  for  you --- for everyone ,,, in the  first place.
continue  to love  of  3  greatest  things  faith hope  love    for give   my  trespassers...love  poetkatanna   PS interesting reading   admiration  to Torah ...everyone  has  through the  years   some time  of   struggling  through pain,slavery  or  dishonesty I love  on  elder  patients  deserving  that hope  of  loss....continue to love  others as the  father  up in heaven would do.