It had been a rough couple of years for me, but in recent times I have felt like I have regained my confidence. Feeling like I have the big MO on my side. What I am never prepared for is those things that trip you up again. They are relatively small things too, but it always feels like they kind of derail you. Or at least threaten you. What I don't get is how to stay on track. You always go into things with the best of intentions, or at least not bad intentions and that is generally not enough. It can be hard to know how to proceed at times like that. This past weekend sucked. It was great through Saturday and then that evening something happened that screwed me up. It really made me feel shut down. Thankfully, the episode is over now. But the point remains that it threatened to derail me now when I have more momentum again. Maybe someday, I will figure that out. How to deal with it.