why do i wonder so much?

why is all the past keep on coming to me?

why do i still miss you in all this year, u been gone?

Why is pain such a problem?

Why do i think so much of you? It past so many year now.

why is that ur still in my mind and my soul and heart.

why can't i take u out of me. and away from my heart so i won;t be in so much
pain. when i'm sad or feel bad or down. i feel you. its like i need u with me.
trying to forget you n take u out but i just can;t its hurt to much to let got.
the more i try the more i miss you.



Why r u still in me? You left me out from urs.

Why do i still felt like we are together but we're not?

Why do you still remain in of me and can;t be taken out?





Though when we was together we be together for a lifetime. shareing everyday or
a moment together. and sharing tear. seeing you crying that one nite. i could
help but to share ur tear with and can cry along with me and doing as i can to
please you and make u happy.

Out a time of no where u left me

Left me in pain.

Left me Lonely. Having no where to go and wat path to move in to.



Since you left u move on. left everything behind. took me away from ur heart.
and yet you still remain in mines until i no longer live. nothing i can do to
take u out. and why can't i.

i though i have move on when i found someone. guess i though wrong. its not like
you it not the same as u are. no one and nothing make me feel like u do. only u
who can make me happy. feel like u make me feel.

only if i can move on and be happy like you are. only if i can do the same and
not having the past to remember.

you was my heart

you was the inner and outter sheild that sheild heart from pain and stress.

you bring me hope and happiest in my life.

but you just left me and tooken it all away.





I TOOK you deep in my heart so u can never leave me. why was i stupid to do so.
when i should of no one day this was going to happen. only if i knew i would
never done so. i won't be in so much pain and missing.



remember the one late or two we spend the time together. you say u never go or
let go. crying in tear and hope that i never let u go. i look in ur tearing
eyez saying babie i never leave and let u go. only u will be. but in my heart
there only u and i always love you. and let my cry join with urs for that last
time we was going to be together until u come back from vacantion and than to
school.



since you came back u just left me like i was never there for u and we never
been together. and the moment we been through and share of our tear. meant
nothing to u anymore. but to me it still is everything to me. u are everything
to me. even no ur not with me and we dont see or talk anymore. i still care for
u.



nothing i can do to let you out of my heart. i never let you go from my heart.
the more i try to take u out to forget everything the more i remember everything
better and miss u more. and suffer in more pain.





Why did u lose ur feel?

Why did you leave me lonely?

Why did you leave?

Why did you make me love you?

Why did you left me in so much pain?

Why did you cry when you no it not going to least and your going to be leave me
behind?





Everything might not mean anything to u and more but it still is. to me. you and
everything think that might be crazy. Yes i am.



Cuz of you. I going crazy for you. and crazy cause of all the love i had for u.
still remain in me. and everything i go though its u who i see i my mind.



I never forget the first i met u. and the first time of everything we gone
though in life together



Every word u say to me and everything we talk about it life. everything and
every place we gone to and do. and that place i took u to by the ocean when u
say u love that place is a very romatice place to me with just you and me there.
watching the view of the ocean with nice wind blowing by us.



Never took i say this but i guess i just gota let it out. Sorry if i see this
or i might say something u dont like. please forget me. for it. and no matter
wat i always be here when u need me. even in thousand of year from now. all
there is nothing. for u to do. just call me and i be there to help and do
anythin as i can for you.