There isn't a lot to say about me actually. We are our own worst judges, so hating me or loving me, you're free to think whatever you want about me.
Interests
Movies, Music, Photography, Writting (everything, poems or just random lines), Sunset, Dawns, The night (love just staying outside looking at the moon and thinking about everything and anything), My friends (I love them. Always there for me, to share tears or laughter. For the most serious conversations, or for the random ones where there's nothing to learn), Mark Ryden's paintings, Red color (blood red, dark red..), Pink color (baby pink, bubblegum pink, shock pink..), Finland and Finnish language, German, French, Italian, Russian, Japanese and Old English, Violin, Piano, Opera, Edgar Allan Poe, Florbela Espanca, Shakespeare, Dreaming and keeping a dreams diary, Gigs and feeling the music rushing through my veins at full speed, Eyes and Hands, Snakes, Wolves, Hyenas ^^, Childish hair accessories, Hearts and random heart shaped things, Playing with words, Velvet, Lace, Satin, Cherries, Strawberry scent and flavour, Scarves, Handcuffs, Skirts, Flowers, Furry things ^^ but not furry people, Teddy bears (yea I know they're not for my age and so what?), Living Dead Dolls, Porcelain dolls, Nightmare Before Christmas and Corpse Bride action figures (am not so fond of the movies though.. *dodges stones*), Emily The Strange, Thunders tearing the sky (am not so fond of the noise though), Rain, Autumn breeze and colours, Cold winter mornings and nights, Winter sun, My dog, My close family and all the ones I consider as such, F1, Porto (both the city and the team, FC Porto), Psychology, Mythology, Astrology, Day dreaming, Chiado, Spending quality time with my friends at the mall in chiado (which hasn't happend in a long long time), Travel in the train lol, Things and sittuations, which describe my way of being, such as extremely opposite worlds in which I can find myself somewhere in the middle, somehow, Disney movies, among some other things ^^
Favorite Music
Any music is good and I listen to a lot of different bands. Some more than others, according to my mood. Among some others I listen to:
*A Perfect Circle *After Forever *Air *Agonoize *Ajattara *Allergy *Amduscia *Apocalyptica *Assemblage 23 *Beyond The Dream *Black Heaven *Bloodpit *Blutengel *Cinema Bizarre *Combichrist *Cradle of Filth *Das Ich *Deathstars *Deftones *Depeche Mode *Dimmu Borgir *Dir En Grey *Dope Stars Inc. *Elis *Emilie Autumn *Entwine *Evanescence *Flinch *For My Pain *Gary Numan *Grendel *Hanzel und Gretyl *HIM *Hocico *Infected Mushroom *Katra *Lacuna Coil *L'Âme Immortelle *Leaves' Eyes *Linda Martini *London After Midnight *Lovex *Malice Mizer *Marilyn Manson *Moonspell *Murderdolls *Negative *Neuroticfish *Nightwish *Otto Dix *Placebo *Portishead *Private Line *Rammstein *SaraLee *Satyricon *Seether *She Wants Revenge *Slimmy *Slipknot *Sopor Aeternus *Static X *Suicide Commando *T3chn0ph0b1a *Terminal Choice *The 69 Eyes *The Cure *The Doors *The Gathering *The Myth Of Autumn *To Die For *Tori Amos *Two Witches *Type O Negative *Uniklubi *Unter Null *VNV Nation *Xandria
Favorite Movies
My fave movie has to be "The Virgin Suicides". Other movies I see a lot are "Sleepy Hollow", "Stigmata", "Fear.com","Hymypoika", "The Omen", "Cradle of Fear", "Hostel 1 & 2", "Queen of the Damned", "Christiane F - Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo", "The Day After Tomorrow", "Stir Of Echoes", "The Beach", "The Others", "Romeo and Juliet", "Seven", "Van Helsing", "The Doors", "The Grudge 1 & 2", to name a few. Most movies don't make it to my list of favorites, though.
Favorite TV Shows
Good series are not on air anymore. Miss "Queer as folk", "6 feet under" and "Twin Peaks". The little time I have nowadays to watch tv I spend it watching documentaries, Travel channel and Family Guy when I catch it on.
Favorite Books
Besides of the Virgin Suicides book I also read "Os Filhos da droga (Christiane F. – Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo) every now and then and try to keep a bedside table book so I can read at least 3 lines before I collapse.
Enlightened trends I walked. Thousands of ways Leading me to a unique destination: The devious path where you dwell. I tried to hide all the sudden feelings Of fulminating passion And murderer desire. So much to tame a fire That had already burnt my soul And with it all I had tried to keep Away from you, Was scorched too.
Wise prophets advised me To get away from you, But as Adam and Eve fell from Eden For eating such lustful fruit, I fell from the pedestal They had created for me. The porcelain broke, I was born again, but still nothing changed at all. The days still pass by unnoticed, And the seasons are the same. From Winter to Fall.
I lead my prays to the moon, The divine goddess of enchanting romances, Asking to be blessed by your glance. To be your prey for tonight, Your slave for a fleeting delight. But my pagan proposes were ignored Even by the unholy gods Of the new religion you created. Im devoted to your commandments.
Sweet grief, Dear pandemonium, Making me bleed Until I reach the state of total numbness. Do I still feel for you? Yes I do! For my heart is a total different world And doesnt belong to me anymore. New doors being opened everyday, Gates to a reality impossible to change. Ruby waters tainting the sand Of the shore you lead me to.
Despair, is the air that I breathe. Surpassing those gates of reality, I got lost in everything you promised me. Fuscous scriptures to finish, Giving me miserable clues Of what is inside you. Confined to what your eyes Want me to discover, The scarlet ocean engulfs the last words I whispered in your ear: I just died for you.
A silent tear Falls from your sapphire stare. Vermillion rain, Tainting the purity of a farewell. Your velvet kiss Mortifies the pain, Drowns me in serenity, As I get closer to the one, Who never forsook me, Leaving behind my one and true love, You.
nao foi a dark neo go que mandou esse video, pois nao? oh pah, apanhei uma merda de virus por tb estar sempre a recebe.lo e agora todos os meus contactos recebem um video porno, q nem é video.. é uma imagem -.-'
Miss u hun!
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