You know, it's funny how one fuckin day can make u feel really shitty about not bein in a relationship, or really happy about being in one. One day that puts a price on a relationship, that weighs how much the relationship is worth. It shouldn't be that way at all, but society has really made it that way, brainwashing us w/constant commercialism. is that a word? hahah.

I mean, if ur guy doesn't give you a teddy bear, does that mean he doesnt love you? of course not. But because it's Valentine's Day, the day of "la amor," girls become insecure about their relationships if their guy doesn't show they "care." I know whoever reads this probably thinks im full of it, like i haven't been through this, but i have. i have and i miss that feeling of excitement and admiration. "oh, my baby got me a teddy bear!! he loves me! wow!" yeah, i was a giddy little fucker, huh?
Yeah, i used to be those giddy girls, anticipating this day...but I'm single, and i see it differently of course. Don't let this day judge how ur relationship is gonna go, please don't.

Y'know, V-Day isn't the only day u can get sumone a rose...how bout every month or sumthin? geez, lol. well, not every month, at least not on holidayz, ok? that's a tip for u guys out there. give a lady presents on non-holidayz...trust me :)

Don't feel bad for me...i feel bad for myself at times, pushin peeps away an shit. but sum deserve it. i do it so damn much that the genuine guys dont stand a chance. they all become the same to me. wankstas tryin to get in my pants or sum shit like that. i shouldn't think like that but i do.

I remember the valentine's day dance at the Nigerian Kitchen, and these guys approaching me wrong. i really really hate that shit. guys don't know how to approach a woman anymore, not at all. that whole "hey lemme talk to you outside" and the whole wrist-grabbing thing will most likely get u slapped instead of a conversation. I like to be approached as if i'm not a piece of ass, thank you.

Maybe there's no more nice guys in the world. i had one before...probably won't have one again. Anywho, i think u guys got the idea..to fellow Ghanians who read this(in Chicago), see ya'll at the Independence Day Dance (March 4, Nigerian Kitchen). no drama this time, ok? dont invite Akata people, lol. and hopefully i'll dance this time, and drink a little as well..and GENTLEMEN, i'm waiting.

"Ay Reggie, play sum Plazo!" lol