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thaha chian y i was born,y i am here..kina k ko lagi kei ni thaha chaina just a confused life just so pissed dat don even kno wat will b da next step i will b going to take ..lagcha life iz full of shit ..koi ni afno hudaina ..jo pani khali afno barema matrai sochcha ..koi koi bahek jo ni..just da world iz only about dem dey don giv a f**k to oder..khoi jhahile sochchu i will make som difference tara damnn man dis life suks...may b i am a shitter but really i dun wana live in dis f**kin world ..just wanna give a middle finger up n jump frm a bulding so dat i can nev eve c dis f**ked up world again...may b i am scyo may b i am crazy but i dun give a damnn..

meh all by myself

Initially i was excited about the new place but as time passed i realized how superficial relationship were here. A Fake smile and some sweet words that was what foreign life was all about. i wanted someone to talk to, someone who could listen to me, someone who would shout at my mistakes, someone who would scold me if i was wrong but i had left everybody behind. i moved ahead in search of a better life but i didn't find it.