Trying to do my very best to hold on. I didn't think it would be so frustrating though. Aren't we supposed to get instead?

Well they say that I am what people would call the "BACK-BONE" of a relationship. I give my all into keeping things right. So do you think I am going to reap what I sew? More or less if you begin to think about the negative effects in the long run then you get negative feedback. Honestly it is very hard not to think negative after all of time you have lived your life, you have been treated unfairly and been taken full advantage of and couldn't realize it.

So let's hope for a positive outlook for the 200and heaven which in other words mean (2007), IN GOD THERE IS NO FAILURE, TRUST AND BELIEVE, IN GOD THERE IS NO FAILURE MANY BLESSINGS YOU SHALL RECIEVE, IN GOD THERE IS NO FAILURE.

All of what we are both going through as a couple is only for a short period of time and he is just asking of us to give him a chance to soothe out our life in exhange for our souls eternally,and to do his works. Only that and we seem to be runnig away all the time, sooner or later the time is going to come when he won't ask nor beg us and eventually it might just be too late. So the time is now and may GOD "guard, guide, and protect us all the way and please stop putting him offa and taking him for granted.