im maria(haha)i act a lot smarter then i actually am. i hate being ignored. im sometimes shy. i cant multitask. i can hold a conversation with anyone(i think). I like to sing(but i cant). Sometimes i laugh at the wrong things. Many things just seem to get to me. I try to live my life to the fullest. I like to learn new things and figure things out on my own. I like that independent feeling yet i need that feeling of someone else with me in my life. I don't like being alone. My friends are so important to me .I like a challenge. I can be really shy sometimes but i really like to get to know new people. I can also be very crazy at times with the people very close to me in my life. I'm a sucker for a guy that makes me smile. I try not to judge people but i find myself doing it sometimes. There are many things i hate about myself. Many things i want to change about my life. i like being myself though. I don't try to be someone I'm not, I just want to be me. I have no regrets. Everything happens for a reason. I believe in love at first site and fate. I'm one of a kind. Most people don't know me very well. I like change and I do it a lot sometimes. I'm very sweet and have a heart of gold, but if you say anything about me or talk shit I will no longer want anything to do with you. I mean, i will still talk to you...but not the same. Just leave all the drama out and we will be fine.

I've gone through some tough times in my life. And that's when i find out who my true friends are. The people who always want to know whats going on in my life and try and help me get though the bad are very important to me. I always may look happy, but inside i have much pain. but i always try and keep a smile on my face and make the best of things and not worry too much about the bad. but i do have my moments when i like to be left alone and cry. And yes my life not all bad. i have many positive things in my life rite now..and I'm happy with that.

star'sss-
friends-
boys-
speed-
house music-
parties-
art-
sunny days-
& rainy days-
good books-
nature-
fashion-
geography-
photography-
sleeping in-
late movies-
holidays in holladay-
good moments and great memories-

pink floyd-
the doors-
boston-
journey-
foreigner-
blake sabbath-
& rainbow-

mean girls-
girl next door-
a cinderella story-
bring it on-
bring it on all or nothing-
just friends-
dirty deeds-
raise your voice-
a walk to remember-
step up-
now and then-
& all disney classics-

degrassi

speak-
catalyst-
waiting for sarah-
just in case-
& pearl in the mist-